Current mood:	blah
Current music:	Sometimes, Britney

Chris<3
I've been wantin to do this for sooo long. i had a xanga for a while but that got too confusing and messed up so i closed it. but it felt weird not havin anythin to write in everynight so thats why now i have this.
Last night was a mess and i feel like total shit over it now. i was over Bs house and we were playin with Ryan. We taught him some dances..it was soo cute! Once he went to bed B and i went online and thats wen it all went dwnhill. I had a lot of mixed feelings about stuff and things were gettin weird b/w chris and i. its hard to explain. but anyway..the end result was that chris and i broke up and promised to remain really close friends while we got to know each other a little better, and hopefully in the future go out again..if he still wants to. but the thing that broke my heart was to hear how upset he was. I didnt mean to hurt him nd he knows im stil here for him..i8 just hope he doesnt hate me now.
Besides all this, it sux outside. this summer has been the worst. now its over nd..school starts on monday. just great!! :-/ i still have like more than half my book to read too..shit..
ive been listening to my old britney cd a lot lately too..ik what a loser right!? haha